How will you see yourself?

When you get to the bigger picture and you look back to today
Will you say you handled this well, or should have went about it a difference way?
When they said those things to try to make you mad, did anger stay on your face?
Or did you wipe it off and let a smile stand in its place?
What about how they treated you, those awful things they did?
Forgetting who you really are and treating you like a kid
Did you remind them how much better you are, than they will ever be?
Or did you silently say a prayer for the Lord to set them free?
When they kept picking and picking, making you want to scream and shout
Did you call and tell all your friends, or did you let God work it out?
Did you continue to allow those things to wreck havoc in your land?
Taking away your strength and joy until there’s no energy left to stand?
Or did you brush it all right off of you and continued to stay your course?
Because no matter what they believed, you knew Who was your source
Did you remember that He always had, and still God’s got your back?
Or did you forget He said that you will never ever ever lack?
And when they tried to block you and make you come to a complete stop
Did you remember that you had already, been placed at the top?
Now although you may not like it, although it all may not be fair,
The way that you are handling things, is what matters when you get there
So how will you see yourself, when the bigger picture is finally displayed?
Will you be pleased with your reactions and all the decisions that you made?